Have so much things wanna to share it out on my heart.

just don't know how to share it out and i dont know who i want to share it out

I'm just confuse to put inside my heart. is killing me anytime

I don't want to thinking about this anymore

but just dont know the feeling non stop keep like this . i hate this feeling

should i give up on you this friends?

think and always think , should or not ?

but for me i still can handle this, might i still can accetp you this friends

but one day you can feel what i feeling now,

i feel disappointed with you , i dont know for you what is call friend ?

i treat you like my best friends or sister

but for you i think that is nothing special about your best friends.

i cant even trust you anymore, i always tell my self forgive and forget

i'll give my self calm down!

hope the feeling will be back better!

maybe you already know that i m talking about you,

but sorry, i still dont wanna to talk this out .

i still glad that have some of my friends still always caring me

thanks my Sister Yu Jun always cheers me Up

she is the best part of my life.

And also thanks Peiven , suyi, Ling , because they are helping me

and thanks my dear brother mark ten always by my side chatting and sharing with me

and i'm happy that i know more some sweety friends in my life

On my birthday

i think is the first time i have the bad feeling

i dont know the feeling is so very hurt because of some of my friends

they just knowing to playing choi da di , dont even know that i'm feeling boring

they dont know how make me happy at all

but is okay i still can forget, make sure next year that i wont get this feeling and with you all. thanks for everything you've make it!

thanks some of sweet friends for the present

finally still have another guys accompany me

thanks my sweety brother and sister !

is glad to see you all

at least i still happy

I gotta feeling with someone ,

on my birthday first i saw you,

the feeling suddenly happy.

you are just nice for me

is nice to meeting you

is a sweet present for me

Christmas awesome night ,

past with my sweety friends

first went to Chocolate Factory

Is new club at kktq . not bad.

but firefly is better

after that find my girls at white room

this year christmas nothing special

but still happy for me

love the feeling when i m happy

I still missing you,

but you never get to reply me anymore

may i know what happen?

is so suddenly,

thinking meet you on your birthday, cause ready special present for you.

but ..... i think maybe is over already.

i wont disturd you since you dont even want to care me this friend.

so just stop here. will always missing you !

TO GL

have no idea this new year 2011

all of them go to mout kinabalu with boy friends

maybe past with my sister Jun .

hope happy and have a awesome day

i wanna meet you all my baby lol!!!!!!!!!

Better to be with no one than to be with the wrong one.

This word just to meaning full for me .

Single for me is the best !

3 day left

and very soon!

i can't wait it already

hope too see all my dearest friends

Drunk , party like Crazy!

wanna see who the first drunk on my day!

sure that is Me?

woot!

congratulation to my sister

wish you get a better life

cant wait to see the baby

hope that you happy n have a great life

pretty n sexy Mama!

Thanks crystal

last saturday went to Firefly Dinner with crystal n winnie

Nice Food!

I wanna go again!

YUMMY

after that go Firefly Drinks and Party

Wine Wine and Tequila Shots

I lov Tequila Oh yeah

make me !@#$%^&*
Woot!

thanks and we have a nice day! woot!

The Sweety Pei Vun birthday

great night. drunk night. awesome night

it's been a long time didnt update my blog,

feel bit lazy, boring and tired

nothing much thing to share here actually.

Finally is DECEMBER

i love December,

lovely month of mine .

hope to have a sweet memory

8 days left is my Birthday

i m so excited. can't wait for it

can meet my girls, boys .

hope the day is my wonderful day.

wishing my dream come true

just buy to much thing's to my self for my birthday present

Oh Money , i need you much . Please come more .

but i m loving it , sweet Present of mine,

Thanks mumy, brother

thanks mumy bought that beg for me, yes, i m loving so much

thanks my brother make my dream come true, yes , new baby phone E72

thanks Piggy brother early present me a Chocolate . haven't try it yet.

thanks my family , even my birthday not yet come, then i get what i want and present

This few month, i didnt going to clubbing ,

actually my heart suddenly just stop .

and firefly new band not my taste.

just feel that Firefly now make me feel so boring

so only out to sing, eat, chitchat with my dearest friends n etc

that's also make me happy and make my day

kinda boring staying at home, online,drama, listening song , facebooking n etc

do i still can stand it? no. i cant stand it anymore.

but i do try my best loving my home sweet home

saving money for my birthday

and already planing.

The curve Kktq

will celebrate at there.

hope that my friends will atteding on my day

what's present i will get on that day?

will i get any suprise?

i m just to excited!

nice dress, nice hair, nice nail,

nice make up n etc

would i get drunk on that day?

no please.

i scare . i dont wanna get drunk

everybody wan me to get drunk. oh gosh

Wednesday night

i was crying when kuya singing *ni bu zhi dao shi *

i feel so sad they want to leave

i wish send to them to the airspot

too bad i couldn't make it

so that night i stay white room and accompany them talking and Supper Pizza!

the first time band i love the most and miss the most!

first time crying because of them leaving!

hope you like the present

specially i miss Maj, Anthony, Mc, Kristal, Abraham and fahrenhiet band

wish to see you guys again!

miss na kita!

we all always support and missing you lotsssssss!